I’ve been in to visit the women’s prison twice now, as part
of a group that offers a Bible study to English-speakers. These are mostly non-Peruvians who were
knowingly taking drugs out of the country, but were deliberately set up to be
caught in order to divert attention from larger shipments.
Sorry, no photos allowed, so instead this is one of blankets made by women in the prison and sold to support their families |
So I asked, “What has he taught you?”
Here’s her response.
She used to think Christianity was about being good -
Christians had to be perfect people. Now
she realises that we all make mistakes in many ways. She told me that in that situation you need
to talk to God one-on-one and confess what you’ve done - then let him lead you
forward.
She came through Peru on a bus from Ecuador and was going to
fly out when she got caught. She had ‘done
a deal’ with God - praying that if he let her get away with this ‘just one time’
she would essentially be good for the rest of her life. When she was caught she couldn’t understand
how he could let her down like that - they had a deal! (She later acknowledged that she probably
would have gone on and to worse things - so actually had little likelihood or
intention of keeping her end of said deal either.)
Now she thinks it is a good thing that God let her be
caught. He has saved her from the
downward spiral she was in and sent her for a ‘long vacation’ where he has been
teaching her so many things. She hasn’t yet received her sentence, but has been
in prison 9 months. The minimum she will get will be just under 7 years, but
after 1/3 of that she can apply for early release. So she is praying for this. She’s aware she needs to not to make this
another ‘deal’ - but to ask for it while also committing to serve God longer in
jail if required.
It’s hard to know in prison whether the stories people tell
you of their lives are true, and how sincere their faith in God is. And I don’t
really need to have an opinion on it as I am there to help and support them not
put them on trial - that’s been done. But it was so lovely to have Lucy
explaining the gospel to me with her face shining.
There are so many ways in which this time is preparing her
for her eventual release. Here there are
many structures that remove her from larger temptations and on her release
those will be removed - but there are lots of small ways she can practise
obedience now, which will stand her in good stead later. But her life is not
just being about when she gets out, but how her life now is here. She said that she has joy every day, and
there is so much here for her to learn.
I had chatted with a few of the other girls before, but more
polite chit-chat, to encourage them that visitors from outside cared about them.
But I was craving a deeper conversation, and God provided it. I prayed with Lucy before I left - a thank
you for his not keeping the ‘deal’, and for teaching her so much - and a
commitment of her future to him, because we trust him to do what is good.